Poem: I want simple live

I don't want be alone, but I always be alone,
but I have accustomed to be alone!
I don't want be alone, but I haven't have more true friend,
but I have refer to be alone!

I want somebody understand me, but no more someone understand,
I always live in my own world, thus I try to accept the rules of the world,
I learn how to do it well, how to make everybody accept me,
I have lost my things before, I tried to take it, but this wasn't belongs to me
I felt confused, I can't live without my things, I tried to accept!

I met something is similar than before, I hope it will follow with me,
Finally it hasn't stay away from me, it belongs to my important thing!
I feel happy, but I must stay away a long long time,
I can't take this with me, but I haven't sad and it live in my heart,
I feel happy!